Thursday, September 10, 2009

EF Happy Class Special Post

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I wish we could stay forever as the "Happy Class(tm)".
I love you all : 


1. Annisa Dwita Andhini (Dhini)
To be honest, you're the girl that once caught my eyes - in the past. Doesn't mean I made your sketch better, though (yea, Vania once complained about this). Yes, you beautiful, cheerful girl, keep going that way.

Arrgh! Why my mind doesn't work properly here? 

2. Angga Nainggolan (Angga)
Congratulations, you're the second most handsome boy in the class. 

No, kidding. The first. 

I remember the times you were welcomed as a celebrity by the girls, in the past. But behind your innocent face, lies wild thoughts and funkiness. Maybe that's why we love you. Cheers man :D

3.Amira Maulina (Amira)
Being the youngest doesn't mean you're nothing. Yep, I always want to be the youngest, dunno why. I remember the times when the youngest wins. Nilam and you used to jerk each other with those senior and junior topic.... Enough about age. You're somehow happy, ... undescribable. Is this the ELEVEN O'CLOCK EFFECT? 

Just keep the remains of our class, ok gals?

4.Brena Dwita (Brena)
You're lovely, bright, clever girl whose brain I admire (yes, that's the fact) . I once called you "brainless", but actually everyone can be stupid sometimes, Bren. Perhaps "Brainess" would be a better name.


Too bad you also moved away.

5.Puti Nilam Sari (Nilam)
Despite a bit of your moody attitude, you're full of happiness, occasionally. You beat me in math, damnit! As the creative founder of the "Happy Class(tm)", I will reward you a photo shot.


Just kidding. Keep laughing, stop complaining.

6. Risa Hashimoto (Risa)
Yep, you're the newest member of our class. Enchanced with Japanese blood and Javanese accent that makes you perfect. And you're very friendly and kind in my eyes. Yes, I really meant it. I think you deserved something better than a quiet class....

7.Vania Prameswari (Vania)
You, lovely little girl is also one of the kindest girl I've ever met. Not to mean the "you can't trust boys" quotation. And I'd like to see your brilliant face, radiating happiness, especially in a piece of photograph.


Although you show it almost everywhere, everytime.

8.Me? You know me.


Also, still remember?
-Nara, the catch guy.
-Utami, how can I describe?
-Richo, woooah man!
-damnit i'm so sleepy i couldn't think


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Now, the nightmare part.

Monday, 7th September 2009

I walked into the one of the most beautiful place I have ever entered. This place is used to be a safe haven, to wipe all despair and problems. But this time, I came to leave >The unity we found<
>After times being forged<
>Pieces click together<
>Just then it scatter<  
>I opened my eyes<
>Found my tear never dries<
>My inner carnage<
>Rages inside<At the front desk,....

Iit's very hard to make a decision, a decision came not from myself. I went upstairs, hoping they can help me... 

The only one there was Amira. York's teaching. 

Lindzi came - I told everything I could, even the reason was really absurd in my mind, and support I got didn't even lift me. Then I left a message - I wish I've written a longer message, but it's total carnage happening in my mind.

I said goodbye. See you would be nicer.


I met Dhini and Nilam separatedly, both were late. Why didn't I...


After calling my mom hundreds of times, trying to evade what's to come. 
I said it. The final word.



I can't hold it anymore, soon after that I went downstairs - get into my car. I can't hold it anymore.
WHAT I'VE DONE.
AND WHY!



I wish I could turn back time. How could I left them? And how could we became separated so fast? Starting from Michelle, one of the best and the biggest teacher I've ever met. Then Brena. Then me. And probably Angga. But no, don't let that happen.

I heard Nilam's really depressed. Vania got really sad. I heard it's been quite quiet days with its parts missing.

I feel empty every Mons, Weds, and Fris. Don't ask me about empty.

I miss you alllllllll.... You are special. Even though I'm a faint ghost... the moments we've spent are... 

One of a few precious moments when I felt really accepted. And lift me into more human.


Love and kisses for you all. No, not literally. But emotionally. Don't worry, Jakarta is a small, small town - we still can meet anywhere anytime anyone.


I wish I could write more. I'll add everything else as soon as I can. I can't think anymore. First, it's 23.30. Second, it's carnage in my mind.

I ONLY WANT TO STAY LONGER FRIENDS. LOVE YOU ALL FULL.


>And I keep wishing<
>To a day, to a day<
>To a day<
>Be by your side!<
>(Quoted from Sky Eats Airplane - World Between Us)<


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